bleed the end

selfworth, degraded below sea-level
standing tall i'm shorter then lying flat
crush my walls to my ill heart
i bleed through holes of pity

pressed and squeezed so tight
i dont think i can fight
everday its always me thats not right
will i ever have light in my sight

rubbage, its like yesterdays recycle
i want away, to escape my mind
you dont understand, you can't
quit wasting our time saying you do

it's not the same in my head as yours
i mean well but i lose even better
time will tell i'm just an empty shell
what will end it, bring it down

life is long, shorter if ended
but maybe shorter well spent
night after night i reflect
i'll drown in my own pool of tears

contemplating to break it
shattered bulb begins the end
stumbling in the dark
will i ever see again?

or traverse still dying everyday
they call me foolish but i meant well i swear
take it or i'll brake it
i cant be in control

if i lead i'll probably end it
ill give it to you
take the reigns, take the lead
if not, tonight im going to bleed

i'll bleed the shorter end
i'll bleed at the shallow bend
take the lead or i'll bleed the end
take the lead or it'll be the end